8 is indeed a good number. and the year have been rather smooth sailing for me. but jus 8 more days...can we make it? yes. we are improving, but is it enough? our chance our winning may be really slim as compared to the sec4 nanhua team and the xuality xinmin team. but i think we should really put it in our best, put up a brave front and at least try to win. this isnt a solo effort, its a team effort, i really hope we can do this together ppl....

anger management. i think my attitude have yet to change...im still struggling with my emotions. i cant control em. i will try to change. at my point of view, i really tolerated all the niaoing and scolding. but can some ppl that have been trained to be a critical thinker in the hwachong humanities programme stop niaoing me for no good reason??? i dont care if you have a broken family, or a deprived childhood, some simple words that you say might not mean much, but when used in excess, it means alot. wat did i do wrong, why must you always be against me? we are squadmates, we are all in comp. i really dont want to blow up again. just like how chong yee did a "mascherano" in class, when he was pissed by chansh and walked out of the class with his bag, and now he's suffering the consequences....

for now i will try. for next week: bye studies! hi sjab!

im afraid this might backfire, but i hope it works and we can get wat we want. perhaps im just taking things too seriously...or maybe i should jus keep my mouth shut....

on a brighter side, pool won arse 4-2 ^^ and i got an A1 for my maths. hsk tmr, hope the good run for the year can continue tmr, and perhaps stretch it to the remaining 8days.

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N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger