*this post was meant for yesterdae, but blogger kinda of screwed up*
no one dosen't seems to care. oh well

its a day after our defeat. back to normal school life. back to school where i realised i just passed my chemistry test- 17.5/35. realised that i got 26.5/40 for math. realised i got c for pd. realised that i have alot of things to catch up for my studies. and there's lots of test next week=.=

was all this worthwhile? all the hardwork we put in= nothing. the harsh reality. but as i look through the pictures that some of the ncos took. i realised how serious we were, even oblivious that some people were filming us. the looks of cheeshuan's face, like you have never seen him. the discipline weidong had during comp. the painful defeat will always be on my mind- the disappointment. but on the other hand, i found true leadership, sportsmanship and friendship through these 8 months. for that, im thankful.

i would like to thank some ppl
1) my team
-cheesy
as i said before, he isnt the best leader you can find around. but look at how serious he was during comp, how disappointed he felt when we werent able to make it up on stage. its true despo times, we see despo ppl, and their selves. he has indeed convince me that he is a good leader. 2nd best in singapore in fact=D

-ning2
i look through the posts on how i niao you last time. im sorry. through this 8months, i realised that youre the only one who is really concerned and commited through this whole 8months. without fail, you attended every trng. tried your very best. and you fought and argue for your team. you told me after comp "i feel like a loser, last year i was reserve and we got 2nd, this year i am in the team and i finished 6th" no youre not a loser. everyone had a part to play in the team. you arent the only one blame. jus blame it on lday luck

-weidong
ex ac no1. he's good. all the quality in him. i knew it from the start. and he didnt disappointng during comp, he tried his best. blasting the timing during cpr and footdrill. using his every strength during toc. though he pon alot of trng, but i know that deep down his heart, he wants to win. and after comp, he actually cried for the first time in 3 years ive known him. it touched me.

-weichieh
ever suppotive reserve. gave us feedbacks and comments. taking care of our valuables. he did everything that we couldnt do

2) trainers
-ssg sweekiat
came down for every trng during june holidays. he's the only one who stayed by aa all this 8months. from the original aa to the nat comp aa. he gave whatever he knew to us.

-ssg kylim
wasnt with my team until after zone comp. i learnt alot from him ever since sec2 when i went down to comp trng as casualty. and it so happened that i was the casualty for his old team. he's my role model. not that we have similar names or wat. though his comments are harsh and i do admit that i hate him at times, he really wanted us to win. during the last days of nat comp trng, his presence was even more inspirational (im running out of vocab). but there is one thing i dun want to learn from him- cry. stay strong

-ssg dj
hey my shifu (no its not any martial arts show, though he's bald). thought me alot of basic things as a no4, he built my foundations. i still like him despite his numerous attempts to niao me.

-ssg yufan
thanks for the gossips a few days before nat comp, it was a great entertainment! sry for not getting best cpr...

-ssg xianbin, glen, weijie
so quiet, but i noe all of you tried your best in guiding us. the unsung heroes. sry to disappoint

-sirs eugene, sijie, yikhang
again, im sry that we disappoint all of you

3) ex-comps
-daniel
for making the nat comp dream possible, by playing a part in help us to 2nd in zone comp
-chengcan
reserve for our zone comp aa=D
-chengen
i can see that you want us to win
-kennethlim
for coming down as casualty a day before nat comp. motivating us with your ever mesmirizing smile
-luky
im sry that i couldnt win nat comp for your bdae tmr. i still luv you

4) casualties and supporters
thanks all of you who helped play a part in the team's achievements. in particularly
-kaijie and laysheng
for coming down as causualties for the most number of times.
-chaoxu
for being the only platoonthree guy to stay behind for the whole comp
-(k)arturo, kbenjamin, kaijie
for cheering and entertaining me at mac. if not for you guys, i would have cried