as always. saturday training always bring about joy, fun, laughter, joy, but and also disappointment, despair, anger. today's one didn't disappoint. its all right if you are late for training due to your busy schedule. but you're late for every single training, and with all the same old excuses- asthma and diarrheoa. i was like "great combo!". ohh well. at least you came. but as always i have faith in you number three =D especially when you are just 7 days away from national competition

emo training todae. we got pumped 80 cos we're late. then xiannng emotional broke down. who should we blame? your mother? no. i'll jus quote from a song by akon "sory, blame it on me". or in this case, us. what we do, is what we get. some of us have a very clear ponning attitude but its just the final 7 days or 6 trainings. can we just forgo studies for tat week (or at least be punctual?).

zone comp, we blamed on inexperience and bais judge. but nat comp would be different. nevertheless we still have some disadvantage over experience (most schs sends sec4s). but the previous winners have all proven everyone wrong. how about us? we have been working very hard from last december to this year june holidays. from the initial 2 teams 10 men to the current 1 team 5 men. we have changed and improved, no doubt about that. but is it enough? sometimes or most of the time, i have this fear: what if we flop? what if i screw up in case and toc jus like in normal training?

chanshuhwee's ihc notes stated that for good governece, leadership is key. well cheeshuan isnt the best of leaders you can get. but he's still gd, eh? he is very good when he's serious. but unfortunately most of the time he isnt D: we definitely have a good leader here. then there's xianning, the one with the most experience and fa knowledge. our fa backbone. he's like me like that, used to talk back to ncos. tats probably why resulted in todae's incident. then there's dong dong. former number one. same type as cheeshuan. the quality is definitely there. me? its up for you to grade me. see such a good team we have, eh?

i want to win. we want to win.

the first double loss in zone comp was bad enough. we can't afford another one.