yesterday was a bad day

our case was bad

our toc was bad

sweekiat broke the stretcher

i hyperventilated/angina-ed/heart-attacked.
it was during toc. i suddenly felt breathless. that experience was scary. it was as if i was choking. then i made some wierd sounds, moaning for help~ kuanyue sent me home. then my mom brought me to kk a&e. where they did all sorts of wierd things. in the end my pulse, breathing, everything was okay. so gd, at least i dunt have heart attack nor angina. but then the doctor asked my mom whether my family had any medical history of some wierd condition. then my mom said yes. the doctor did further checkups on me. then apparently theere's this lump or they called it 一粒 at my throat/neck. then whenever i am emo, or pissed/angry, the thing would start to swell, then block my airway, and maybe lead to the breathless thingy. another explanation was that something that related to my brain/nervous system. wat brain got not enough oxygen or something. in the end they gave me a 2 days mc. and NO physical activities for the next 14 days until my appointment.

like wtf. no way am i gonna miss nat comp. i've come so far and tried so hard. its not the time to give up. i pon sch todae with my mc. but im going back to sjab trng later.

on a side note, went to serene centre's island creamery for free ice cream given out by 987 djs! both shan and ros are amazingly tall. had a lil chat with ros. and desiree was damn hot. ate the strawberry sorbet. mmm

N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer

its jus 2 days. i wont die.