beautiful lyrics eh? and its so true. guess it has turn out to be another sad sad ending.

chem and physics tmr D: jyjy

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crazy weekend!

- chemistry test
- physics test
- math test
- chinese test
- projects day
- IHE homework
- Math homework

^^
maybe we are just taking a break..

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lol yesterday went tan tock seng hospital for medical appt. reached there at 9.45. GREAT EFFICIENCY. there was originally only 5 ppl in front of me of the queue. but due to their great efficiency, i somehow waited for 2hours before my name was called. then by the time i was done. it was already 12.45=.= wasted 3 bloody hours

wah the doctor is an ABC. uk english=.= sounds like simon cowell. say i have sinus 0.0, he sprayed some things into my nose, and then stuff some wire/tube into my nose for x-ray. !#)*&% PAIN! siao, almost crying liao.

after that chiong down from novena to dhoby ghaut to watch terminator with friends. lol okok movie luh, just that the plot abit confusing if you don't know the story at all. i think 17again is nicer? perhaps it matters with the people you watch with LOL

nt bad. completed 2chinese compos, 2 physics ws, and my english article explorer liao. damn scary. playing halfway, then mrs seck called. ask me tmr and friday go back school do her chem papers ._. oh well~




comment pls..

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csm today

did pd, after that went to slack in sjab rm. tsk tsk

suppose to go movie. but last minute pangseh=.= ky inverse lol <3

oh well

everything around me seems to be going wrong. nothing going in my way..

k. ok 多希望你们只是普通朋友，心中只是just a friend，不是情人~

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bad long weekend.

started by beating benjew on fifa online 4-1 (finally), ok thats probably the only good news. after that i opened 20 blue cards i got for free, and was all shit players.

987top20 was awfully screwed. my fellow forumers and listeners should understand.

manu won 2-0

and i lost my highscore for 311's Beautiful Disaster on GHWT for the first time, losing to my sec1 cat high cousin by 1. 350<351 streak. 98%<99%. like wtf

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ok the above is true, but its crap.

this few days duno why. im like under alot of pressure to do well for my tests, cos if i dont, i will be losing alot of things around me- sjab especially. then after tests, i am worried that i cant score well. sjab- have to worry for our caa silver, you can call it an ULTIMATIUM or whatever.

smses are so >.> those that i want reply, they dont. those that i dont really want, they spam me back. and sry to my classmates, cos i only hav 360free smses per month, so pls dont send me retarded and redundant smses, if not, i may kp back lol. jkjk

have been writing songs for the past few months, if you guys havent know. i wrote a song abt you, when i was in beijing. i knew this would happen..

jyjy

thinkquest!
physics/math test!
liverpool!

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hope i didnt do anything wrong which upsetted you ><

mug for chem test!

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panel discussion today was very engaging.

with dr hon ft. dp chang, ngsc, laura ng, slim and the chairman with the ridulously-long name. lol

the topic changed from unjustice of non-cse to difference between cat2 projects day and hrp. oh well

4A1 class dance was quite nice. but i think 4A2 still better ^^ haha

sian grades are failing yet again. mus get a1 for the rest of my tests liao. if not gg...

lol spamming virtual bat with yk~ haha

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4 more days.

training yeterday (monday) was like pms? both teams incosistent.

but imporant thing was that i liked what i saw be it during trng or in this virtual reailty- they are together.

both teams putting efforts despite the fact they were sick, tired..

it makes us, the ncos, feel that training you guys is worth it

on a separate note, i screwed yet another test. win?
need your motivation..

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realize alot of things have changed in the past 6 weeks when im gone. especially sjab...

ac and aa changed alot. especially ac. improved alot...but still not up to standard yet...

and the then-used-to-be-familiar faces have also changed...grown taller, more hair. really didnt expect so many things to happen in 6 weeks..argh

i shall just ignore? maybe i shdnt have went off for 6wks, now somethings have changed, and i cant do anything abt it

first official sjab trng tmr. hopefully it would be good

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vday today was great.

not that i spent with someone special..

thanks eh? the only positive thing to talk about today is spending time with you. i hope you don't get the wrong idea.

wanted to catch a movie, then cos of some events, then late. then took the bus..traffic jam so we decided to get out of the bus and took a taxi instead. reached cathay, only to find that Pink Panther 2 sold out. aww so we went to eat swensen instead, they are awfully scam. 42 bucks for 2? hmm. wah vday, damn crowded can..after that go play arcade..tio own zzz



lol the only nice thing was the pizza..



haha..the green thingy at the side..

ok enough

<3 secret valentine.

would you still be there nxt year? =)

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im so excited. whee

im so high now. woke up at 5AM to watch gerrard score a sensational goal from outside the penalty box to give pool a 1-0 lead in the mersyside derby. but the anfield crowd was silenced 3 minutes from time, when an-unmarked tim cahill nodded into the net. damn. i sound so soccernet. lol

ok yes. im still damn high. i duno why.

i cant wait for muttons to midnight (wait they are already on lol)
i cant wait for trng tmr
i cant wait for some random movie im gonna watch in the nxt few days
i cant wait for friday to come so that i can spam fifaonline
i cant wait for cny cos i can lots of angpaos and play ghwt (no link lol)
i cant wait for my bdae
i cant wait for Lonely Road
i cant wait to seat for my tests

aww im being so random today. sch's fun nw. cos of the OHHHHH....(3 secs later) CHONGYEEEEEEEE!!!!! its so damn freaking funny and random.

not in any mood to mug. cny jus round the corner. aww i jus wan this week to end asap. so can slack for at least 6 days, before we start mugging again.

the feeling when i see you again

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tag replies
Freakben`--: hahas random. maybe i shd start doing 933 top20 too. eh?
YHK: lol. i think archuleta sux. nvm his song. hahas

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i realised i am spending too much time trying to write my commenwealth essay which requires 1200 words. and im running out of ideas, so i decided to give up cos i would end up wasting more time just to get 1 ace pt. lol.

life was great a few weeks back. when sch just started, liverpool was sitting comfortably at the top and i got an iPod=)

but now life sux. i see no motivation in doing things. everything that i want and wished for is failing. as if everyone and everthing is against me. i hate this.

why?

i think i nid another private blog to vent my probs and frustrations.

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tag replies
Freakben--: lol he's my classmate. dun be so crude leh=.=
YHK: oh okay sure. remind me. lol
zx: why should i care?
zhaoxun: heh. agreed =D

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i survived week 1. how many more to go? lol

ok let me recall what happened in the past week.

wait actually i cant remember anything that happened last week. lol

nvm lets talk abt mock comp.

reached sch at ard 6+. saw the whole lots of ny ppl walking right in front of me 0.o cheeshuan was the first to reach. the comp teams were quite early too (zomg arturo same time as csm), wait actually i think is jus a few, klim and timyu were kinda late.

i was short case #2 judge. jellyfish sting, angina pectors, heat stroke, cpr. zomg ny first aid is imba. the no3 was able to recognise and diagnose heatstroke in liek less than 2 minutes into the case. and the diagnosis was like words for words, symptoms by symptoms! exactly the same! damn freaky. but other than that, everything else was quite average. zhengxuan and art's cpr were....*speechless*

in the end, i think the 3 teams did ard the same standard as each other. but i gave ny higher marks cos they were much more serious and disciplined. ours were like- smiling, stoning away...

omg went to check out the scores for other cases. daniel gave ac2 negative score. lol liek wtf.

ok so in the end the results were
1. ac1
2. nc1
3. ac2

claps. we won. but im still quite disappointed with both our team performance.

i had very high expectations for ac1 for my case. then they were...haix. i think some of the ac2 tried their best, the ny judge for my case was actually quite impressed by them. lol oya ac2 got 1/200 for long case. record for mock comp?

i duno wat to say or do la. jus good luck to both teams=D went kap, then took an uber random 2hrs bus ride to my ahma hse, when i could hav simply took 154 and spent ard 30minutes. xD <3

haix. went to sch (again) todae for proj meeting. =D really hope to win something for thinkquest man.

ok i think thats all i have to say.



i cant wait for their new album. if you hvnt already know. the date of their album release is actually on my birthday. feb 3! so much for coincidence.

23 to Lonely Road

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smileyboi: 33 names ftw!
bt: lol 2c13? isnt that the psb joker
CHARMAINE♥: big day tmr! jyjy
yean: lolololololol w/e
sijie: walao dun so direct can.

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look daniel powter has a new song! its quite nice. and he finally came out of his "bad day" shadow. after like 4 years? lol.

went bishan library to mug with a friend. 5 hrs. wtf. insane mugging spree! revised 80% of physics, 200/250 of chinese chengyu, and a lil bit of chemistry. its nice to mug with a good friend =D lol 5 math question in 5 hrs. you GOOD!

YES. Liverpool ended their jynx against manu! finally after 7 bloody years of waiting, we recorded our first victory against manu at anfield, and in a handsome manner. i mean just look at the stats:

liverpool-manu
shots 10-5
possession 62% 38%

the manu reign is now over. liverpool is back
YNWA






















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posted at 8:32PM
☺ mug!
♫ Bottle it Up; Sara Bareilles

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Aww. Its the time of the year again- September 11

Oh well. Was busy mugging for the past few days. And I realised yapshinn isnt that bad a teacher 0.o oh well. There's still Chem and Physics Past Year Paper. Lots of work to do.

Yea and England thrash Croatia 4-1 with theo walcott scoring a hat trick.

Went to the hospital to eat (again) with that someone.

hospital

=.=

how lame can we be.

Chit chatted for around an hour with Nachos and Gulp from 7-11!

It's nice to spend some time with your friends and relax once in a while.

Thats about it. Damn still have to go for SJAB walkathon this sunday.

Argh. 11 more days to EOYs. 23 more before all hell break loose =D

can.will.must

posted at 5.54PM
☺ happy
♫ Rooftops; Lost Prophets

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Chorus: Dido
My tea's gone cold I wonder why I..
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad..

1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I'm a name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
Four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cos you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*}
Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem]
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
C'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!

"stay away from pedophile gays"

=D

☺ Confused
♫ Stan; Eminem

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Went to school again for flag raising practice. It was pretty much okay. So no screw ups please. Went to play street soccer with kezheng, weichieh and some of the sec2s. 3 vs 6. Yea as in 3 sec3s vs 6 sec2s. Amazingly, we won 6-2. With me scoring one. And i love those through passes between me and weichieh. Nice 1-2 too. Guess they are just too noob in street soccer, so they went to play basketball instead. Damn I'm noob in basketball. Ohh well. It was quite fun though. With kezheng, chengen, weichin and bernard.

After that, me, kezheng and bernard went to return the soccer ball back to the sjab room. Wanted to go KAP, but no one wants. Oh well. Then me and bernard went home. He suggested going Serangoon Central to eat, and I was okay with it. Then when we were almost reaching Little India, I told him that there was a food court in KK hospital. Then he said "ok". And we alighted at KK Hospital, and went into their food court to have lunch. This must be the lamest thing i have done this year. Went KK just to eat lunch. But seriously speaking, their food ain't that bad. Especially the Unagi Bento Set. Went to buy Watermelon Soya Bean Milk at Mr Bean. Love it. KK hospital is actually quite a nice place to go, alot of things to eat. Right Bernard? haha. Then we met chengen at Little India and went home.

Can't believe what this person said to me today. Spilled the beans eh? You are such a hypocrite. Liar. 1 year together and this is what you do to me? I will never believe you again. I hate you :] But at least that made me realised some new friendships.

So,
So what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that were done
I'm gona show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

我们玩完了

☺ Heart-broken
♫ So what; Pink

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was it all willful thinking? how foolish i must have been. perhaps its just not all normal. maybe we should just let nature do the talking. and everything and anything that should happen, will happen, when the time is riped. there's seriously no point running away from the facts. you know my intentions.

you are a love-hate figure. i don't know what i should do. cos i will still see you at the end of the day. as awkward as it can be.

or maybe i am just eluding myself from the cold, hard fact that it is just impossible between the two of us.

when LUv takes a whole new definition.

eh?

KY

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